Sunday, January 27, 2008
y outing wif apsn
i muz git dis out of my heartif nt i'l feel damn bu shuang. yes! ytd was the first y outing of the yr! i tink it was lyk cool fun n blah blah blah. enjoyed myself thoroughly ytd lo. it was quite special for ytd lei. nt normal outings or trips to different in teresting places, bt juz telematches at east coast. haha. xinhui n wynne were 2 of the few game masters there. haha. okay lemme start describin frm the start. was supposed to go alone to paya lebar mrt to meet the folks first lo. alone lei, bit weird sia. bt nvm daniel ll b there so at least got sum1 i noe. haha. quite a few there when i reached le. den toked to dis gal
peggy. she's pretty n petite lo. haha. frm ite simei. okay den every1 came n blah blah.den we took bus to apsn, sian, it was acty the 1 in our old pri skool compound la. bleah. it was rather coool bt run down there. on the way i knew a new guy
albert, frm nus dentistry. haha oso usual volunteer lei i nv c him b4 lo. there at apsn canteen when we supposed to go into grps, wa so qiao! peggy is my leader la, den the other few is i noe the ppl lo.
zenn the ant, daniel, wei li(frm previous outing). yup, other is
huiting, frm ite clementi i tink. haha. cool sia.
at the beach we had fun n blah blah blah lo. okay, there was dunkin session too, yiliang n 2 other ppl's bdae,
yiliang oso kena dunked la! farni sia haha. free lunch at macs. zenn is a vacuum cleaner sia, lol, same as daniel. heex.
blah blah den to debrief after sendin them up on bus, next to home! on bus i saw albert n dis rj guy lo,
lionel haha.we toked n toked, crappin all the way. almost all nonsense la.
yup dats bout it. the whole outing dun only deserve such comments, bt i cant write it out lo. bt yup. wanna go for the next outing bt cannot go la, sian.
l later gng out wif
sze sze sun thai n kenneth! haha. gonna haf fun sia! n ytd cleaned my room till 4.30am sian.(random)
quote:我的爱 是说停不能停 已经弄的不能说是曾经也可说出我是错的 爱未曾变成真的 也没藏到多少你需要的爱我不再去执拙我是谁 我是我在夜里掉的眼泪也可说我看不开的 为你我能做的 竟还没让你相信是爱情 左右你我(害怕,第二天堂,林俊杰)Labels: 害怕
1/27/2008 09:45:00 AM
Sunday, January 20, 2008
why procrastinate
i bought a new book on last fri, by my x gp cher mr teo aik cher, title "why procrastinate". quite an insightful book. its a helpbook for teens hu lyk to push tings to the last min lo. haha. the book a bit thin, easy to read and all illustrations by mr teo lo. quite cute la haha. well if u interested go n grab 1 now yup. hmmm, i din sae it v convincingly lei. bleh.
aniwae i v long nv blog liao lo. haha. lyk almost 1 wk la. finally no1 snatch the com frm mi liao. went bugis wif
xinhui juz now. saw dis super pretty lyk dress liddat la. for only 12 bucks lei. freak i gonna buy liao lo haha. plus got my bangle, n earrings. i lyk. okay dis is super random. hmmm. dis few days lyk gt nothing to sae de. dun even feel lyk gng online la. juz wanna lie in bed n dun wake up. lazy n tired lo. bt yes, muz jian chi dao di.
i v happy i dun miss him now. bt still tok of him la. to xinhui lo. our many lectures together de yup. shit. dis is so bloody random lo. hmmm tink i'l stop for now. try ta do econs lo haha.
quote:那是才开始认识你的日子 我重复想着简讯 里写的句子假如你是我等待的爱情故事 我希望每页 都有 你的名字两个人 陌生认识 爱不是个孤独的字有些话 想几千 次对你想说些什么 但是我没办法解释爱是个有你才完美的故事 我们从以前走到永远为止因为你有一种很单纯的样子 所以让明天忽然那么真实(完美故事,玩酷, 潘玮柏)Labels: 完美故事
1/20/2008 03:56:00 PM
Monday, January 14, 2008
skipped bio test
well, i feel a lil guilty lei, skipped the bio retest lo. i'l study harder n skip the remedial de lo. so i can train wif cch. grrr. miss trng lo. haha. yes hope dis wk can go k box lo, wif mayer may henry mebbe he nian. haix. i scared didi irritated by mi lo. i'm nt gonna sms him liao. at least nt for now. until he sms mi lo. wa cannot la. my didi can b irritated wif mi de. mebbe his sms over le ba. mebbe tmr ask may lo.she's the only 1 hu went trng today. enthu sia. i haf nothing to train wif, so well. din go lo. hmmm, skipped bio test lei!!!! i mean retest ba. lol. heck la. now i'm still wastin tym lo. grrrr. read waihan's blog. chime chime de wor. haha. ok la i tink dats bout it lo. tmr gt pe, ll c him again la. sian. the sight of him piss mi off man. bleh. for my hw, jiayou!
quote:拆开你曾经写给我的信件 你说你好爱我一张张我和你泛黄的照片 你遗忘在角落是你说要我和你天长地久 我烙印在心中但你身旁守护着你的男人 却已经不是我说你爱我 说你要我 说你永远 不离开我 我承认此刻的我懦弱说你爱我 说你要我 说你永远不离开我 这要求是否太多你难道无法爱..爱我吗 你难道无法爱..爱我吗永远是你给的承诺 我却无法握在手中 我和你的情节是否已走到 最后(说你爱我,玩酷,潘玮柏)Labels: 说你爱我
1/14/2008 08:09:00 PM
Sunday, January 13, 2008
i hate MCPs!!!!
well lyk a few days nv blog liao. hmm cumin here to waste tym and space lo. bleh. ah ma out of hospital liao. last mon jiu out lo, forgot to mention. den ya, first wk of real lessons is........ well, refreshin lo. hmmm, i tink dis yr damn busy no tym blog so much le. haha. i'm addicted to coaster rush n tower bloxx le lo. both handfone games. damn fun sia. ytd i took lyk 3 hrs to finish my essay cuz i was busily playin games la. diao........ thanz to jiehao for sendin me these fun games hehe.
wa freak la. a bit pissed lo. cheh i tot i so gt mei li, made him lyk mi. acty is juz the fact dat i'm the available stupid gal in ur circle of frenz for you to kan shang mi. win liao la.
i hate mcps!!! damn the 大男人s la. for those hu dunno, mcp is male chauvanistic pig, means da nan ren.... how stupid of mi to tink dat......... grrr dun sae le. heng i haf nothin to do wif you le. dis already confirms my decision was darn correctly made. i tink dis is the bez ting i've ever done last yr la. well, u r nt worthy of my emo-ness n sadness. ha. julia wun b emo over u le. 真得很不值得。n i'll prove to you dat i have my hidden potential lo. 你等着瞧。
quote:不懂爱恨情仇煎熬的 我们都以为相爱就像风云的善变 相信那一天 抵过永远 在这一刹那冻结那时间不懂怎么表现温柔的我们 还以为殉情只是古老的传言你走得有多痛 痛有多浓 当梦被埋在江南烟雨 中心碎了才懂(江南,第二天堂,林俊杰)p.s. i saw sth on tv dis morn, frm you xi nu wang, korean drama. it says:stealing hearts is a crime too, and u stole mine.i feel dats nt bad wor haha.Labels: 江南
1/13/2008 01:06:00 PM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
my decision
i've made a damn gd conclusion. i dun lyk him le. nian nian bu wang is juz feelin of nostalgia(quoted frm xh). well almost 1 wk of skool pass le. i tink i'm gittin back into mood le ba. hmmm, i tink let quite a few chers scold le lo. no only 2 ba.mr lim n tyh. mr lim a lil upset wif the klaz today lo, so dats y i'm doin the darn research today haha. then tyh catch for skirt? bleh, n earrings n slippers la. lame sia. tmr still gotta kena his scoldin lo. muz make sure my everyting no prob tmr lo. hmmm i suddenly feel lyk watchin sum drama la, damn mum dun allow. sad sia. on wed we had meetin of juniors during wushu. wa lao, damn much rc la. 3 gals out of 6 can. sian. wushu nv had prc lo, last tym cch gt 1 den quit le. sia la. the guys oso.. hmmmm. i tink our junior klaz is ok too. gt a guy oso called mayer lei! he's side view v nice bt front view lyk............ hmmmmmm..... no comments haha. ya la all random stuff la. nothing to sae lo. tmr gt wushu le. gonna haf fun again man. but dearest didi mayer nt gng, leg pain. i tink sth went wrong lo. hmmm. wish him recover damn soon sia. mayer jiayou! hmmm piain tym again! sian la i damn tired le!! grrrr.
quote:我会送你红色玫瑰(你知道我爱流泪)你别拿一生眼泪 相对未来的日子有你才美 梦才会真一点我学着在你爱里沉醉(我不撤退)你守护着我穿过黑夜我愿意这条情路相守相随 你最珍贵(你最珍贵,不后悔,张学友.高慧芳)Labels: 你最珍贵
1/10/2008 10:25:00 PM
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
first day of real lessons
我不敢再对自己承认当时的一时冲动,不想再看到你。wa f*** la, wads the prob wif you. y ur klaz keep appearin in front or near my klaz de. sian today bio u r lyk right in front of my klaz la. i saw dat u damn sian i oso damn sian can. well, i use my cheeriness to cover up the sadness in my hart, i guess i din do well ba. juz now in bio lec my head damn pain la. den plus u in front. stupid la, i juz wanna leave the bloody hall can. sucker. u r gradually ignoring mi le. i noe we cant be gd frenz animore(wad u said) but pls la, u r practically ignorin mi. wa lau eh damn jue can. i oso v contradictin la, wanna c u n dun wanna c u liddat. fine, heck liao. u dao mi rite? i'l dao u back la. i suddenly feel lyk patchin up, well, i tink if i go ask u its too bu yao lian liao la, lyk a damn bitch liddat. so yes, i wun go ask u de. mebbe juz silently hope u dun dao mi n stuff ba. now ppl r tellin mi stuff lyk we v wasted so fast end. ok lor i dunno how to reply them liao.
hmmm so much of emoness n scoldin today. first day of real skool, i feel, engine still nt workin well, juz oil it soon lo, so JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! haha. i still haven gif my angel n mortal gifts lei. awww. nvm la. i oso lyk no money le. i predict a 60 plus bucks bill la. next wk no pocket money liao. sian haha. hmmm zai shuo la. tmr gt wushu again!! yay wushu wushu wushu rox! hehe i'l train hard tmr lo. feel the passion sia. ya la dats it for now. my times mag issue is finally okay liao heex!
quote:Don't you know that I will stand up for you No matter what you are going throughI'm still on your side Any time day or night Don't care if it's wrong or rightI'm still on your side(still on ur side,sooner or later, bb mak)
Labels: still on your side
1/08/2008 07:01:00 PM
Monday, January 7, 2008
book review for the shadow of the wind
well, finished the book "the shadow of the wind" ytd, mebbe is today mornin ba, at midnight. wow, i din study my bio juz to read the book la. its a pretty story. omg. mebbe i read quite little la, but i nv read such an amazing book b4. wa lau eh, its darn nicer den da vinci code la. plus its v tragic. the language is lyk, wad the comments sae, love letter to literature, no exaggeration, its really a damn nice book can. no wonder its a book recommended for read singapore 2007 la. nv came across such a powerful book b4, the twists r lyk, shockin la. nt the dan brown kind, more strong den dat lo. u tink i'm exaggeratin u can try readin la. mebbe it'l take quite a long tym(cuz the book quite thick) bt yes, its truely worth the tym n devotion lo. v long nv came across such a novel worth my readin le. i tink the kite runner oso nt strong enough to capture my attention lo. i dun mind ownin the book now. really dun wanna return the book le la, grrrr. reluctant man. it is totally WOW. okay, my language nt gd, i dunno how to put my feelins into words lo haha.
heng i got book for indulgence, if nt i'l b lyk v sian thru the nights le lo. hope dis yr recommended books r as of same standard. haha. oh ya, another book to recommend, the phantom of the opera, its a classic tragic love story, worth the read oso, bt shadow of the wind is nicer. the settings is in barcelona, makin the whole story v gt feel lo haha.
well so much bout the book la, i tink i'm crazy bout it le. bout today. its sea regatta day. well mr tan scolded every1 in the morn n sae there's no dunkin. wa wads the fun of regatta without dunkin. we went there a while den go back le lo. i tink if we stay longer mebbe gt fun la. really regret y i nv go try out for the ogl lo. hmmm nvm la. its over le. now its back to serious work. tmr is the start of real skool le. i really hope i can rem all the stuff lo. today is the first tym i din go for wushu, went leisure par wif joanne to makan. den wanderin arnd to wait for huiying. acty wanna watch warlords de, bt the moivie end too late i tried ta call my mum to bargain, kena her scold la. sian, to keep future outings smooth i skipped the movie lo. nvm. n 1 ting. jon pang seh mi today la!!!!
我对自己的举动是否后悔了?每次一听到你的名就有那怪怪的感觉的。完蛋了。
quote:- when u stop to tink if u love someone, you have stopped loving him forever ( the shadow of the wind, carlos ruiz zafon)
1/07/2008 09:05:00 PM
Saturday, January 5, 2008
one boring day
ytd was cca orientation for cch ppl, i went back lo. haha, it t'was quite slack there. i scared i go back alone lyk v extra, heng i got my cch pe tee, well i was camouflaged nyaha. went back wif szeyan lo. she's meetin joyce den cum vj find mi first. haha. finally for her to b back in vj yup. she was arnd wif yapheng. i was crashin vj orientation bt it was well, nt fun at all. argh mebbe was i'm nt an ogl? nvm, guess sea regatta ll b much more fun lor. hmmm. cch was much more fun, i feeel v attached to cch la. ytd wushu made mi much much happier lo, lyk i wasn't emo le. cool, wushu perks mi up. henry was still tryin to sae, wa dis is called emo arh, when i was damn happy n skippin arnd. haha. juz cuz of wushu. wushu wushu wushu! damn slack la, bt i did a ban tao. den got ti neng lo, my thighs achin a lil le haha. okays hope i still can go wushu often lo. queenie's didi saw the blog n smsed mi ytd, haha thanz boy i'm much beta le. nt emo liao. muz enjoy life n haf fun lo haha. yea man, i feel i'm back le, no more emo julia. oh ya btw, cch jap delights r so nice la.
其实我的忧郁是多日来的压力吧,你已是我心里美丽的一段往事,而往事只能回味。心是奇妙的,总是能在适当的时候找到自己的着地。时间似乎是最好的良药。
feelin happy now XD.
quote:
我不再逃 空虚日子这一路都在熬
也许爱情就是熟能生巧
你绝对想不到我多渴望 让生活染上一些颜料
是红橙黄或蓝靛紫都好 一圈一圈的围绕
终于能 自在的 坦承说爱你
火一点就燃烧
(熟能生巧,曹操,林俊杰)Labels: 熟能生巧
1/05/2008 11:49:00 AM
Thursday, January 3, 2008
econs over!
finally finally finally, econs is over liao lo. hmmm i feel much beta ya. mebbe the few days of emo-in is cuz of stress ba. bei mayer didi shuo zhong le. haha. aniwaes thanz u peepx for the tag n encouragement, yup, i noe ya all r there for mi de. haha.special thanz to henry, szeyan, hui, may, mayer n huiying lo. haha.
thanz to xinhui yup. after u pei mi go walk walk at parkway i sae out my probs in my heart le feelin much beta lo. n it was then i realise books make mi v happy la. =.=" wa i book worm izzit? ytd went borders le i feel beta lo. mebbe nxt tym i emo i go library n indulge in world of books le haha.
well today was much beta, damn cold in lt5 la. grrr. first tym ever i do paper until my hands numb can? my lil finger cant feel anitin at all n when i tok my tongue lyk stuck la. hmmm, its finally over lo. den i can an xin go crash ppl's og tmr n sea regatta on mon. econs, arh forgit it la, fail oso i dun care liao.
hmmm i saw u again today, lyk juz b4 my econs r paper. we lyk went into the hall together lo. well i tink u gt over mi le ba...... haha. hmmm u were sittin 2 rows in front of mi la. 我看到的虽然只是你的背影,但有一些些点亮了我今天的心情。weird, wads wrong wif mi these days man. haha. lyk wad hui said, dis yr is nt the tym to b bothered of such stuff lo. haha. i'l try nt ta tink so much le ba. heex. i wish i noe i'm over you. lyk really mei you le. or izzit i mistook lyk for infatuation. still dun lyk dat tym lyk it ended a lil abruptly la. my fault haha. well life still goes on lo.
today is quite a nice day. oh ya i haven tok bout the book "the kite runner" by khaled hosseini, forgot le la, bt its lyk a bk narrated a rich guy in iraq, tokin more of the chasm bet the rich n poor, n how the poor lil boy, fren of his, kena bully by ppl. n blah blah blah la. dunno how ta describe. the comments for the bk is powerful, bt i tink its more of sensual n well, a lil powerful ba. din wanna put the book down lo, even only after readin the first page only, nt bad a bk, its a recommended book for read! sngapoe 2007. now i'm on a new book shadow of the wind, oso a recommended book. indulgence in the world of fantasies, my escape frm reality wor. wow.
hmmm next wk still got bio r paper ba. hope i can finish studyin haha. i wanna go k box!!! wif my didis n may. bez tym man. well i'm done for now
quote:
......只要你在我身边 所有蜚语流言 完全视而不见
请不要匆匆一面 一转身就沉入海平线
传说中你为爱甘心被搁浅 我也可以为你潜入海里面
怎么忍心断绝 忘记我不变的誓言 我眼泪断了线
现实里有了我对你的眷恋 我愿意化作雕像等你出现
再见 再也不见 心碎了飘荡在海边 你抬头就看见
(美人鱼, 第二天堂,林俊杰)Labels: 美人鱼
1/03/2008 10:42:00 PM
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
my bloggin style
my bloggin stlye, i luv blogthings hahaYour Blogging Type is Unique and Avant Garde |
You're a bit ... unusual. And so is your blog.You're impulsive, and you'll often post the first thing that pops in your head.Completely uncensored, you blog tends to shock... even though that's not your intent.You tend to change your blog often, experimenting with new designs and content. |
1/02/2008 06:57:00 PM
first day of skool
emo-in on first day of skoolwell i dunno wads happenin to mi, i'm gittin more n more emo la. damn saddenin can. grrrrr. well it started ytd, or mebbe 2 days back. after i go to cyclin trip i got more n more emo lo. mebbe its the sea, mebbe its my sun burn, i cant bring myself to do anitin la, nt even study for econs lo. i dun wanna drop econs bt apparently in at dis rate, droppin is expected de la. haiz. today go skool i c the ppl lyk havin so much fun in orientation, i regretted y i din go sign up lo. haiz, too late to b regretful le. nvm, still gt juniors meet seniors. hope the cute guy i saw today outsid my klaz in the morn is in my junior klaz. haha fa hua chi again. hmmm. i tink the emo-ness spreads. thanz to emo didi henry la. bleh, now u spread ur emo to mi. or izzit the tym of the mth? i pms? haha
今天偶然在走廊看到你,心中升起一种莫名地空虚。看到你,我第一件想做的事是闪人。我不想,不想看到你。不知为什么,心中突然刺痛一下,心没滴血,但那剧烈的痛,好难受。我们的结束,我很清楚我的想法;但在刚才对你的依恋连我自己都吓倒了。在我伤心的时候我总喜欢拿出我们的回忆细细回味,我失落时想靠着你的肩膀静静地感受你的存在,被老妈唠叨的夜晚我想通过电话筒对你发牢骚,这些是不是我对你依恋的痕迹呢?好烦好烦,我以为已经潇洒的离去了,这些证明我后悔了吗?那会是我一时冲动吗?希望时间能淡化我这场莫名的空虚。v long nv type chin liao, hope dis makes sense. haix. i really tink i pms lo. mebbe my yi lian for him is juz i'm a lil lonely now. dear didis thanz for the night chats on sms, bt i guess ya all cant really understand how i feel ba. or mebbe i dunno how to put it well in words. haix, dun wanna tink bout such stuff le la. missed today's wushu le, hope i'l go on fri lo. grrrr. muz really go study econs le la. hope i pass. haha.
quote: ...............思念是一种痛...............(我们的故事;tension)Labels: 我们的故事
1/02/2008 06:08:00 PM
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
new year, new day
new day, new year, new startwell well, muz i b glad its the start of a new year? hmmm, this means more pocket money, more freedom to go out, more frenz from the junior batch n more fun. dis cums wif more stress oso lo. wad a lvls cumin, i'm a year older den muz b more mature, no more jokin arnd, mebbe my LAST YEAR OF WUSHU!!!!! no man, dis is v saddenin lo. i dun wanna stop wushu. or rather, i dun wanna stop trng wif the cch ppl. trng wif them is great fun man. thanz u peepx for the nice tym lo. den now my whole family givin mi stress n pressure liao la. muz study study study. wa damn sian can. ytd new yr's eve i went cyclin wif my family, or rather my sis, at east coast lo. now i'm lyk burnt pig la. haha. red red de. sun burn liao la. den my sms oso explode lyk dunno wad le. tryin hard to keep it within 1400 lo, which is impossible cuz i gottta tahan till 3 jan n now its 1378 le. hmmm. nvm la. i started tokin to yh lo. haha. i tink i need gd new yr resolutions. bt well, i cant tink much now. till gt econs haven mug la, wad the hell. r paper is on thurs n i haven really touch lo. lazy gal i am man. i suddenly feel lyk trng trng n trng. juz to destress lo. oh ya, there shud b y outin soon, prob end of jan ba. hmm hope i haf a gd tym lo. tmr is start of skool le. gt orientation for j1s n skool for j2s. really wanna go join them to haf fun lo, bt i dun tink got ppl wanna pei mi ba. they gonna study le. wa sian. dis is an irony. i wan skool start bt i dun 1 skool to start. tokin gibberish le la bt heck lo. oh ya, thanz puen for the chat on fone on i dunno when. really den fan dat tym la. den still gt my didis. thanz for pei-in mi chat thru out these few days okay. really really thanz sum1 is there to pei mi. haha. i wanna go wushu! ha i'm a lil siao liao. today is a rainy day n rainy days make mi feel emo. hmmm. jiayou for the new yr ahead. i'l believe in myself de. wow bloggin makes mi feel a lil beta liao lo. i still rem how i use to condemn bloggin la, now i'm a lil addicted to it le. heex.
1/01/2008 05:16:00 PM