Friday, May 30, 2008
briefin for zoo cip
today went skool for sum briefin for the zoo cip on next wed. y can't singaporeans juz observe sum punctuality.they told us to reach there at 9.30am. i even tot i'l b late n told wynne bout it. end up i was on time(though on time is late, quote frm mr soon) n there r only lyk 2 ppl there other dan mi? even the excos r late. so, the whole briefin end up startin at almost 10. which is super late can. half an hour i can do many tings le. grrrr.
okay, after ranting i still muz sae sth. i look forward to the trip. same grp as gaoyan n hui. den we'll look after 8 kids of age around 7-8? haha cute lo i guess. hope it doesn't rain. sob sob. yan n hui n mandy all nt there for the briefin den i'm lyk alone. haha. though still got lijie n shun wei n wynne ba. still. liddat lo. nvm. i muz learn to b alone, hui tells mi. haha
went bendemeer to buy cheap pens after dat. 10 for 1 buck. oso got sth for the kids lo. haha. sum cheap mechanical pencils. for a memorable day at the zoo? lol.
ytd spent damn long usin com la, chattin facebook-in blah blah. ytd due to mum nt at home went i git the chance to unbridle n unwind. haha. toked to my idol for super long oso. wow, git to noe him more le? o.O wadeva, hope he doesn't c dis if nt i malu le. haha -.-"
tmr is nature walk le. 8 at jurong east mrt. T.T damn early can. the earliest y outing i'd ever wake up. i tink muz leave house at 7 lo. haha. meetin wynne first. hope i'm nt late.
thanz waihan n hui for pei-in mi kuku bout him ytd. haha. n waihan for answerin my bio ques hu ended up in a headache at arnd 12am. lol.
dats bout it. hope it does rain tmr until we finish the walk.
5/30/2008 05:11:00 PM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
all's well le
well i guess stuff is gng on track again ma.
ytd went for briefin for nature walk. i din noe so many ppl gng. got wynne, shun wei, li jie, daniel, mj, mi. haha acty nt a lot ba. ytd i experienced bad stuff, stupid bastards. bt well, good stuff came along.
塞翁失马,焉知非福.
dis is real true.
i was disgusted ytd. can't forget the thing i saw. yuck.
today my darlings flew to china le. awwww my dearies. nvm they'll b back soon. when i go for my y camps.-.-"
for now, really muz go for intense muggin le. grrrrrrr.
motivated!!!!!!!
5/29/2008 04:56:00 PM
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
deception
all is juz a lie, a deception, sum nice wrappin over sth so saddenin. wadeva la. now i'm dead(okay dis sounds a bit familiar bt wadeva), nt dead ba, if nt ppl sae i no sense of originality. i'm hangin in there, nt in the sense of dying. arghh. wadeva. life sux man. once i tot everyting was gng well today the thunder n lightning struck mi lyk dunno wad. mebbe i was too positive le. now everyting lyk burst n pop lyk bubbles le.
i shall juz stop my wishful tinkin dat tings can go back to last tym. i should nt live in the past, no, aniticipate the past to be the present, and i muz leave life on. it only goes forward, nt backwards. nt lyk i'm sum god hu can travel across time. today is a bad day la. dun tok to mi jiu suan le. den wad, the weather is freakin bad n broke my plans of the day. n i end up at home bloggin, n mebbe hopin we'll nt b in such weird situations next tym. okay mebbe u can juz look away or ignore, bt i cant. haiz
想被雨淋醒,我走在大雨下。任雨打在身上,希望能从梦中清醒。可是,怎样都忘不了,怎样都摆脱不了,那伤感。够了,我要抽身于这被痛苦围绕的流沙。但越是挣扎,陷得越深。我累了。曾希望能有人救我出来,但,每人能做得到。让时间做最好的精神疗效,但我等得累了。我放手了,自陷与悲伤中。
5/28/2008 03:11:00 PM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
jellybean added mi on facebook haha
woo. i seem to associate ppl wif the same sirname as mi as my idols.
first is lin jun jie(okay, same chin sirname)
now is lim aik hwee(dis new idol)
okay. now ppl gonna sae i'm into small boys liao, paedophilin again. well, i'm nt okay. haha. he's damn zai jiu shi le. n nt bad wor. frm hwa chong de. haha. well shanb't b so superficial la. went to c his videos le. nth to sae liao. haha
nv i felt so happy these few days le. nt happy la. at least i'm relieved. after the msg. thanz man. dats wad i need. seriously. my posts has more 'haha's in it le. lol.
yay gng for trng tmr. lyk i damn long nv train liao sia. tmnr ll b my workout day. after trng go swimmin den at nite go meet wynne for dinner den go for briefin at ymca. nature walk is dis sat le. really lookin forward to it lo. hope i nt paired up wif sum1 frm sum ulu vwo. den i'l git lost tryin to find the place la. haha.
i'm really happy now. smilin de wor. haha. nt only cuz he added mi. haha. shan't sae which he. bt cuz of things dat happened today. lol!
the kids leavin for china on thurs le. wish them yi lu shun feng in advance lo. haha. love ya peepx my darlings.
heard dis song frm mtv tv den straightaway fell in love wif it. its super nice. 吻得太逼真by张敬轩:
和你吻吻吻吻吻 吻你吻得太逼真讓我把虛情假意 當作最真心的親吻怪自己來不及區分 你對我是酷愛是敷衍我想吻吻吻吻吻 我該怎麽脫身你卻說花花世界 不必當真多麽傷人 讓我愛上多情的紅唇Labels: 吻得太逼真
5/27/2008 06:41:00 PM
Sunday, May 25, 2008
full day in 2nd term
well did i mention bout the soccer gals a div league? they v zai, won, though by penalty, bt still win. i applaud. bt haiz. the guys lost to mj. wadeva la. i tink mj super tyco on the day lo. the guys played damn well, i terms of skills, they sure win mj de. bt well, luck is also a skill, n wads worse is that luck cannot b trained. so ya lor. mj won. nvm, there's always next yr de. jiayou man. i'l nt miss the matches next yr. i tink i wun.
fri was a full day for us. a bit sian y the video nv show the wushu ppl on the last day of comp. bt well. we contributed n so conscience no prob le lor. many many annoucements then. quite waste tym bt ya. finally git to go off le lor.
went wif hui to places. wanna go hwar par villa de. bt well, too piseh to ask if the bus got go there nt. ha. so we ended up walkin to parkway n had macs for breakfast lo. had the sausage mcgriddles for breakfast. a bit swit la bt i tink acceptable only lo. bt no doubt its v aromatic. den after dat went to suntec buy stuff. acty wanna buy de bt still haven buy. dunno la. find sumtym muz go buy le. shit sia. only got a damn card.
we were walkin to the tropics atrium there den saw there'll b dis yoyo championship gng on. wa lao the ppl damn zai sia. super gd la. well. i found a new idol. haha. dis guy called aik hwee. i gonna b a fan of him sia. his off string yoyo damn zai. n he was lyk champion for his category for lyk 2 or 3 yrs. damn jaw breakin. v gd. i tot lyk he was how old. he's lyk the youngest guy in the duncan crew la. dunno wad exactly izzit for bt yup, for ppl hu specialize in yoyo n r pros of it ba. juz super zai la. AIK HWEE!!!! well too obsessed. n cuz of us waitin for the comp to start we waited for lyk 2 hrs bt at last went home wif nth. the stupid comp nv start la.haiz. nv c aik hwee perform.
happy bdae to my di. dis is a belated post for you. bt really wish ya b happy. dats my greatest wish for u ba. still got huimay jiajun n sinyee. happy bdae to you too!生日快乐 我对自己说蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了 生日快乐 泪也融了 我要谢谢 你给的 你拿走的一切 还爱你 的一点恨 还要时间 才能平衡 热恋伤痕 画面重生 祝我生日快乐(祝我生日快乐, 周杰伦,温岚) Labels: 祝我生日快乐
5/25/2008 07:53:00 PM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
mum's nt at home.
poof, finally there's a day when ma is nt at home. though its only for the short 1 hr, still v shuang. haha. almost lyk the house is mine.
was real restless n sian juz now. well mebbe i'm sick of studyin. mebbe i'm sick of remedials. mebbe i'm sick of how r we now. mebbe i'm sick, n tired of life. felt so much to wander arnd la bt well. dunno y i din wanna go pp walk lo. bt took the long way home. the neighbourhood v nice lo. sort of calmed mi down a lil.
dis few days i feel v weird. there's sth really buggin mi lo. n haiz. dunno la. 0956. gd no to buy 4d (nt funny).
i tink i gittin more anti social lei. dun wanna tok de. dun feel lyk tokin lo. shit man, dis cant happen to mi it really cant.
juz now gp quite screwed, i was disgusted by my own part. at pe oso v sian. lyk din really touch the ball. mebbe i stand wrong side lyk wad marg said. bio lec was pissin mi off. gng at such slow pace la. irritated. dis is bad. i'm irritated at everyting.
i juz wan tym to go back to comp days. when everyting is so nice, every1 piain for the same goal. every1 busily trng. no 1 slackin. haiz.
我不屑纪念 这一天我们分别我不屑怀念 你的嘴喊着抱歉我后来发现 你的侧脸 只是我脑子里面的一点残缺一点残缺(不屑纪念,吴克群) Labels: 不屑纪念
5/20/2008 06:14:00 PM
Monday, May 19, 2008
泥沼
爱情好像流沙,我不挣扎,我不挣扎,随它去吧,我不害怕。sinkin into dis shit. well though nt ai qing or wad. still. haiya. dunno wad to sae.
hope dis will resolve soon lo. haiya haiya! why liddat?!
thanz mandy for chattin wif mi for so long on fri. we missed the matches, bt ya. real nice chat. bought purple nail polish too.
i wanna go bugis shop! waitin for great sg sale.
feel lyk gng trng lo. v long nv go for wushu trnng liao. feel damn slack la.
broke my calls record ytd. 5 hrs 15 min. thanz man for chattin wif mi. the both ji zha talkative ppl cant stop tokin de.
love dis damn cool blog skin, bt cant sign into the webby so haven put music. stupid web take so long to send mi the verification email. ha complainin again bt well, dats mi.
hope i've got tym to go out wif xinhui. v long nv really go out wif her liao.
my grandma's house v chio la. damn nice. hope renovation ends soon so i can go there le lo. plus its so acessible la.
i muz git the feel to mug. aimin for ACCE. ha. ace!
我是一个没勇气的人,带着小小年纪的天真;想你一定是不敢转身,脸上微笑心舍不得。我没有莎士比亚的天分,写出我们的喜怒哀乐;但在这一刻,写了一个完结篇,失去了你。(莎士比亚的天分;编号89757;林俊杰)i tink i wrote dis quote b4 le, bt still, feelin down, so put dis ba.Labels: 莎士比亚的天分
5/19/2008 04:00:00 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
stagnant tym
bloggin in eng agn le
now my feelings r stagant le, hope it remains ba, bt still, i wanna go back to the past, when wushu can b my first priority. now with all the freakin limitations, how to make it my priority. i wanna train oso cannot. volunteerin is the best way for mi to git out of the house la. bt my studies muz really buck up ba.
well i feel sad for the chona n myanmar ppl. china super suay la, olympics cumin still got such ting. myanmar nt really rich le still got disaster. haix. wad the world gng to become?
wait la sian guan hao zi ji. hmmm. i mug study!!! n dun b pig lol.
hope my ankle faster recover n i hope i can go trng.
i look forward to nature walk n y camps! yay.
5/15/2008 10:01:00 PM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
you are freakin tyin me down
1)对你,我还有资格说什么吗?
2)我很想逃离这烦人的国度,让我到想象中的天外世界。
不需要很发达的科技,不需要很时尚的地方,让我能放松紧绷的心情,
让我能远离这快步伐的世界。
塑胶绷得太紧总有一天会断裂的,更何况是人?
家的温暖,我怀疑这句话的真实性。
5/13/2008 09:40:00 PM
Monday, May 12, 2008
我不知道这是什么感觉,我不知道这是怎么一回事。
屋漏偏逢连夜雨,为什么这种使人情绪低落的事总是一而再再而三地来临?
当我好不容易接受了你你却这样忽冷忽热;好不容易有一位好友,却怪怪的不知我是你怎样一位朋友。那么多年了,希望友谊能长久。
当我好不容易找到可以诉苦的人,我的精神支柱竟也退了十几丈外。可能我太习惯有人能陪着我过着寂寞的夜晚;可能我习惯了晚晚听你讲冷笑话的感觉;可能我习惯了我有什么事都能像你诉苦向你说;可能我已经太习惯你总是在我举手就着的距离;可能已经好久没有人能让我这样肆无忌惮,无可牵挂的表达自己;可能我太习惯你的存在。现在没有你在那听我说着我心中的许许多多的事,心中的那种孤寂,好怪好伤。那么多的可能应该是我已把你的存在视为理所当然,你说要让我不再那么依赖你,还有一些原因,你退开了。我的茫然,能向谁说呢?我真得很需要自我反省。
today mr lim said sth make me v demoralized. he sae he assume more than half the ppl in klaz dun need git results next yr cuz their names ll b announced by poh meng le. the straight a's ppl. well, i'm nt can. okay la mebbe i too sensitive dis few days, i start to feel the pressure buildin up le. i really dun wanna do badly, i tried, bt juz cant la. really dunno how. *grabs n pull hair*
wads happenin to everyting. i really hope there's sth to free mi frm these stuff!
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5/12/2008 09:04:00 PM
Sunday, May 4, 2008
no title
long tym no blog liao lo. so sry the blog stagnant for so long. haha.
well juz random updates:
vj wushu comp did quite well, a gals champion, a boys second, lost to mj bt ya, still nt bad la. for mi, oso nt bad i guess. i got 2 indv second lo, new dao new gun. bt a bit nth much liddat, cuz my event only 3 ppl. zhang qian, the super imba 1, mi n random ppl lo. well zhang qian really gd la. after competing wif her for so many yrs. yup. ll miss the times in competition de. i feel my dao did so lousy lo, n its really wad i feel. got ppl still sae i did so well emo for wad. okay la its nt u u sure dunno rite? tong ren bu tong xiang fa. u wun noe de lo. fan er my gun did beta den wad i expected. yes, u dunno wad i feel la. cch wushu did nt bad oso. c gals champ, b boys champ, b gals second. b gals more unexpected la. well. everyting end le.
thanks di for pei-in mi emo by the lake during the comp days. i really tink the next tym we'll still sit by there is dunring wushu camp liao lo. i'l miss the times too. thanz so much di for consoling mi, make mi laugh, well including the others as well.
well cuz of sum ting we sort of quarrel n stuff, heng everyting went alrite after comp. real sry mi for bein so... no such ting ll occur agn. at least nt on u. u said u were disappointed. u wun b ani more. haha
happy bdae kang sing, my sis, yixuan, sheng xian, zheng feng, yihong, gao yan, sean. i hope i nv miss out ani names. sry no present lo haha.dat tym studyin at airport, gt mi ks qy jo huiying. a bit unproductive then. smsin u, u damn sian la. tink u spreaded ur negative feelings to me den, i was quite emotional too. bad ks dun wanna do the practise paper. lazy sia. haha
heng he nv join my tuition. if nt i really sian diao le. yup. dis is a comment only. ha. i dun mind wayne sittin beside m i in tuition lo. haha. he v blur blur kind bt well. quite cute lo. lol. stupid tiko sae wad wrong judgement den sry gal. i c le v bu shuang, hu r u to call mi gal. gal bu shi gei mi jiao de.
went to the zoo on a wed(forgot which wed le) to train to b a wildlife buddy. really hope i can pass the test next wed lo.i wanna b a wildlife buddy. help conservation n protection of the animals. gng to bring ppl arnd the fragile forest n wild africa. saw ah meng's burial place. well had great fun, learnt many tings n crappin session wif gao yan n hui. damn fun la. yes we will pass the test together de.
y outing wif apsn beneficiaries n volunteers. met many cool ppl. weili the eng teacher in my grp again, hui n wynne oso gt go, yiliang start chatting wif mi thanz for helpin mi distract s haha, aye my partner for taking care of beneficiary, mj the wushu gal, guosheng pei us chat n crap a bit though i still dunno him well, nicholas hu really look lyk a studious boy n haf a noce shirt my di ll lyk. n ppl. thanz for the fun dat day, though i was freaked out of sum incident. haha. thanz yiliang for takin bus wif mi to aljunied mrt, long way for u sia.
there was a period of tym i sae my heart feels v empty, lyk kong xu, n i wan ppl cum in to fill my heart. di saes dun juz anihow find sum1 la. let ppl find mi nt i go find ppl. shun qi zi ran can find de. though ren sheng duan duan ji shi nian. bt ya. i guess it was a period of tym when i emo lo, pms ba. the chats till late night really help, gong lao to my di.
mr t suddenly tok to mi on a random day. haha. okay. it was real nice tym tokin lo. bt really random la. n cuz of u my sms really gonna bao lyk siao liao lo. you ui kui huo shou. still owe me breakfast n beancurd. lol. mebbe u'l fill my kong xu? i told di n got scolded. haha. well, lookin forward to noe you more. mebbe u r the next random fone chatting partner.
first tym doin gym on fri, b4 dance concert, wif vj wushu, only gt mi n huiying r the j2s, den jieru teachin us how to do. its tiring bt gd de. haha. now my arm r unbalanced liao, right arm muscle more tense dan left arm muscle. still got ti neng n stuff. woo, after workout is shuang de. haha. den when shower wif the wushu a gals. hehe. audrey pei mi laugh till siao la haha.
dance concert on fri was really breath takin la. wa lao. it really confirms my decision n plan to learn dancing after a's. the ballet was so pretty, the couple dance or dunno wad was v sad n touching. their barcelona dance item was v wow. breakdance geng bu yong shuo. the hao lian guy was really gd la. now i feel he's got the rights to hao lian le. haha.
after the dance concert went to geylang to haf dinner or rather supper lo. huiying brought mi to eat penang laksa. really nt bad sia. bt after dat when i gonna finish a bit ni cuz the spices a bit too much. bt ya nt bad de lo, next tym i'l prob gonna eat again.
wa lao i got scolded so many tyms by the same person on the same day la. u where bu shuang, wa lao eh. bt da ren bu qi xiao ren guo. i'm da ren nt da zhu. lol
when finally i tot my mum xiang tong let mi reach home late, the moment when i woke up the next day, i hear her ranting away, sae its the last tym i'm gonna go home late. wa lao. ni dong shen me. i really v stressed up by all ur stupid restriction la. u noe v super gu dong. wads the prob when every1 is doin dis nowadays. pls la. gif mi freedom. wo bei ni bang de zhen de shi yao feng le. everyday i've gotta c ur lian se n guo sheng huo, ni bu lei wo dou lei. even tokin to sis oso cannot. wads ur freakin prob. if nt for my lack in funds wo zao jiu dun stay at home liao la. the only ting keepin to stay at home is dat i can survive cuz i no money. ha. ma, fang shou la.first tym i tok to mr t on the fone. u really sound lyk waihan sia. haha. nt only the voice, bt the way u tok n stuff lo. well, a bit gt qing qie gan, cuz mi n wh r frens for so long liao la. lol.
after cutting my hair the week after comp, my head feels lighter liao lalala.
i miss talkin to sze yan n amanda(ang), dear gals, v long nv tok to u liao. muz catch up wif them soon.sry ppl for this super super long blog post. let mi fa xie n say out everyting in 1 post lo. n haf an excuse to rebel.
well i dunno when is the next post liao so yup. qing shi mu yi dai.
p.s., mugging dulls my life bt it plans my life too. i dun wanna b a closet mugger, oh pls!
quote:人生最大的距离不是生与死...Labels: 而是我在你面前,你却不知道,我爱你。
5/04/2008 12:20:00 PM