the girl
Julia
Juju, pig, ah keow. wadeva u call n i approve. heh.
Ju is a christmas baby, 25/12/1990
GMPS, CCHMS, VJC , NUS FASS
Affliations to YMCA, CCHMS wushu team, genacts...
Wishlist
1) continue wushu if i have time
2) do well in my mods in NUS
3) be more pro in my di zi
4) successfully join the police force?
5) can go shopping and splurge!!!
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
I just want to talk to you
long time no blog. heh
ok thats nt the point. damn, emo days are coming agn. haiz. this is bad, getting emo for a prolonged period lo.
hmmm, last week had this damn bad tear session emo-in. bloody hell, getting more and more dependant on you. the emo day i kept thinking that i overestimated my place in ur heart. seems like work is more impt than me? izzit that i am too sensitive? first you take me and dominated my whole world. then you leave me alone and be so so busy with ur work. arghhh. fuvk. after that you called, sayin thats the first thing you do after you finish ur stuff. haiz. i'm alrd disappointed. wad else to say.
SA keep talkin to me nowadays. oh wells, tot he will be a form of entertainment for me to talk to him while waiting for ur reply. yea, somehow it did. dunno why there is this guilty feeling like i am doing sth wrong, but i am perfectly doing the right thing, its just chatting. but yea. chatting is nice, msn, sms. nice time chatting with him. but today i realised. how nice izzit if its you instead of him that is talkin to me. talkin to SA is nv a way to skip missing you. fuvk. this sucks man. damn ur job laaaaa.
manz... gimme more of ur attention can? i sound like a super despo now but yes. i'm still gonna say it. if you are nt gonna gimme so much of ur time please don't be so nice to me from the start. fuck.
arghhhhh...
Labels: attention....
1/26/2010 10:49:00 PM